There are so few times in life that one gets to take a few seconds to enjoy the things that nature has to offer. I really have been living my life in a blur, rushing from one moment to the next. What is the point? I don’t think there is one. It certainly isn’t making me any happier. Everyone says you need to step outside your comfort zone, why? Isn’t that the best place to be? Where life is good and beautiful and no one can touch your emotions, no one can step on your feelings. Do we really need to share our life with so many people who don’t deserve to be a part?
]]>I have been all nostalgic lately. Life is zooming by and things I had wanted to achieve by now aren’t possible. I will never be a child actor. I will never be Miss America. I will never be able to be Tuesday from the Addams Family for Halloween. And by the way, never put on a Tuesday costume if you are over 40ish. I still have nightmares of me in the movie “What Ever Happened To Baby Jane?”. That is the movie with Bette Davis where she dresses up like a little girl and looks ghastly, right? Most depressing Halloween ever.
So now I think “Grey Gardens”. I will be Little Edie, I will be the crazy child-like adult who wears sweaters wrapped around my head and feeds raccoons that live in my attic loaves of bread. I will dance and march around my house and imagine myself in my glory days, if I ever had some. Who cares what anyone thinks? That is the one nice thing about getting older, you become invisible. I feel like I am invisible. Like I am screaming at the top of my lungs and no one hears me.
]]>Now imagine that you are the homeowner that is trying to sell that house. 10 years ago when you bought your house, it was pristine farmland. Everyone loved the neighborhood, the houses practically sold themselves. The first people who resold in the neighborhood made a tidy profit. Things looked good. Then Google Maps came along. Unbeknownst to you a small industry had been thriving on the land not zoned residential behind your house. Didn’t really bother you, you couldn’t see what was going on through the trees and you couldn’t really hear any noises from the area, what with everyone out cutting their well manicured lawns every nice day in the summer. But Google Maps saw the small industrial area. And snapped a photo “from space” of the industrial area on a day when there was a backlog of work piling up on the lot. That photo went out on the internet for everyone to see. No big deal, one of many snapped that day to make our life as consumers and car drivers easier. But now you are trying to sell your house. And every time someone “Googles” your address, that big old picture pops up and some potential home buyer, before they have even driven by your house, sees the now “huge seeming” industrial area and says “ugh! Not that house, it is near some big icky factory or something!”
So my advice to you, is look at your house “from space”. If Google (okay, I am picking on them because they are huge) took a picture on a day when your house/neighborhood/area wasn’t at its best, everyone will see it. And there isn’t a damn thing you can do about it. Just make sure your next house looks pretty from space.
]]>I made this necklace with vintage moonglow beads, plastic and enamel flowers and wired it to the base of some plastic links that my son and I are jointly trying to sell on my etsy shop. Hope that the links sell, I like working with my son. He works on inventory control and I work on sales. Seems like a match made in heaven.
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And I haven’t even checked in. I am stunned and surprised. Well, not too surprised since I am not much of a winter person. I think I pretty much hibernate mentally, readying myself to spring myself on the world once the season changes. I have been painting a bit, but mostly catching up on TV shows and movies that I have missed in 2008. I have never watched the tv show “24″ or the show “The Closer”, so at some point I will have to rent those and catch up. I am so bad with keeping up with current tv. I would rather watch old movies.
]]>I think for the coming New Year I have some goals. Get a job to match my new Real Estate license. My brain is most times a mystery to me. It would seem at first glance that being a real estate agent wouldn’t be a good match for me, but I feel a strange gut instinct that I am going down the right path. And I have to go with my gut. The gut wins out over brain in most instances. And I need to paint more. A lot more. Don’t know how that will fit in with working at a job, probably not well. And, I really want to start working more on videos and editing. Way back in the land of college. I really, really wanted to go into film. Loved the classes on acting and directing for television that were joint classes between the film and theater departments. The MAJOR problem with taking more film classes was the money issue… when you are supporting yourself through college through loans and work, you can’t just willy-nilly take classes. Class decisions are based on 1) can I afford the books? and 2) can I afford the equipment and lab fees to take the class?. Crap, I couldn’t even afford a 35 mm camera, let alone a book and paying to develop the film I did take. (this was before cheap ass digital cameras…. think ginormous vhs cameras). Now, anyone can make a movie with simple video equipment bought from walls-mart.
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